February 2012
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Watchchubbycartwheels:
spookyinwonderland:
beardandbanjo:
So wrinkly. SO cute.
urghhhh, I fucking want one so badddd. D; 3
Want. WANT. WANT!!
Ugh, best kitty ever. Also, Gretl watched the video (no really), with a look that said “Can we have one, mom? I promise I won’t eat him!” She’s warming up, I can tell.
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Today
Even though it blizzarded (it’s a word… on the prairies it’s a word..) all day, I still went to the Taboo Naughty but Nice show (white knuckle driving FTW) and did my 2 burlesque sets at 4 and 9.
I was SO nervous when I first got on stage for the 4PM show! I don’t get nervous. Whether it’s belly dance or burlesque, I just don’t get nervous about performing. I...
I have to drive in a blizzard to get to the show I’m dancing in today. DO NOT WANT.
Kind of really terrified.
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Okay! I practised my costume changes and I can be completely ready to go in a song and a half (that includes lacing up my own corset like a boss) and still have a song and half before I have to be back on stage.
So come see Bottoms Up Burlesque perform at Taboo Naughty But Nice show tomorrow at 4 and 9 in Regina!
Toast & Tea & Yarn
Old-lady lifestyle as self-care.
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I am feeling better. I had a 2 hour dance class/rehearsal tonight and I always feel better after that. When am I going to remember? Dancing makes me feel good!
Some things are still fucked up and I still yelled at literally everyone who crossed my path today and spent a whole lotta time crying and biting my hands, but there are things I can change and things I just have to accept. Some people,...
Everything is hard and I can’t make it stop and I just want to quit everything.
I said something stupid out of hurt feelings to someone I care about and I can’t fix it and I just want to stay in my house forever and never leave.
so much to do, so much to do
And I’m so sleepy. I need to take in this dress (which requires partially ripping out the zipper first), hem my slip and fix a tutu for tomorrow’s dress rehearsal. (Bottoms Up is appearing at Taboo on Saturday night). And I need to find my red corset.
Rehearsal isn’t until 6PM, but I have to drop my car off at the dealership in the morning and then my mom and I are going for...
succulentsaskie said: Firefly bathing suit? *intrigued*
It’s by the brand Firefly, it doesn’t actually have fireflies on it! But it’s black with cream polka dots and a ruffle around the bottom. Too cute!
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This is fat/body acceptance
I’m pretty aware that I’ve been steadily gaining weight, regardless of the fact that I’m more physically active than I’ve been in years. My clothes still fit, but just not quite as comfortably as they used to. I’m still pretty comfortable in my body and don’t feel like I don’t want people looking at me or that I look disgusting in certain clothes.
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Borscht. Bread. Beer.
I can take a hint, no need to punch me in the face about it.
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I hate when I’m trying to hang out with someone and they’re like “let me show you this YouTube video! Oh, go to this site…”
It’s like, did you come over to hang out with me, or my computer? Should I leave you two alone? This is right up there with obsessive cell-phone tinkering in social settings.
I have so many things I want to say about my mental health, but I don’t know how and I don’t want to make anyone feel alienated or weirded out or whatever by reading this. I’m just always all alone in this stupid apartment and I don’t know what to do or how to get help and I’m just going to go to bed now.
“I don’t want to be a feminist anymore. Like a five-year-old, I want to close my...”
– I don’t want to be a feminist anymore.
(via aboutfalling)
the only good thing about today:
I was made aware that my Library Voices ”Lust” pin-back badge says “Slut” if you look at it a certain way. I now want to wear it all the times.
I will now go back to hating everything and everyone including myself, and drunk knitting.
Oh, also, I got ID’d at the liquor board today. The lady looked at my card and was like “oh! hehe, I guess you...
“You have the right to eat, because you are a human being.
You also need to...”
– Michelle, aka The Fat Nutritionist, “How to eat, in a nutshell”
Go read the whole thing. *shoos*
(via drst)
The Fat Nutritionist was the first person I read who laid out the (in retrospect totally logical) argument that all this talk about how sugar or fat or carbs are “addicting” and all this...
So I just got in from the fabric store where I bought fabric to make a slip and a body smoother/foundation garment thing. BECAUSE I CAN’T BUY THOSE THINGS IN THIS DISEASE OF A CITY.
The dress I’m wearing for my Burlesque number doesn’t have a very sturdy lining, so I need something underneath just to lay a foundation so you can’t see my underwear, etc. All I could find...
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I'M WATCHING "THE NATURE OF THINGS" AND I WANT TO...
